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Which is Awesome

by Gus Rachels

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1.
Seconds 02:47
You say there's too many ways this could go wrong, it's such a waste But it's better to fail and never do it again than to not try in the first place You say there's too many consequences But me and common sense, we have a consensus You've got three two one no seconds to go This is your one chance to not spend tonight alone And I hope you've cleaned up the pizza boxed and soda Cause I know you're gonna ask her over tonight You say you can never talk to them, you say there's no way to lure them in I say there's always a first time for everything so go, go get her man You say you don't have a chance But if you've never tried don't say you can't Come on, she's not gonna wait till dawn Wait a little bit longer and your chance will be gone
2.
You have everything and you think it makes you better than me But everybody wants to scream when you talk about your money Yeah people don't care about your vacation house Or your Mercedes or your golf course or your yacht or anything else Now I admit I take life for granted But everybody knows that we all do But true troubles, you don't understand them You take your luxuries for granted too Yeah if you lost everything you owned you'd understand why people groan when complaints about little things are the only things you say Now I'm trying to give you respect but in a first world life you lose perspective You get whatever you want and then you throw it away Yeah your biggest fear is your cable going down Or maybe having so much money that your kids will drown Yeah you hate having to decide on what next you should spend While everyone else is struggling to pay their rent Now I'm not much of a dreamer But if I start rolling in cash You'll be the one I remember And I'll try not to be such an ass You get what you want and you throw it away That's no way to live
3.
Every night I visit you in an apartment I don't know how to get to And nothing goes wrong, it goes right all night And then I wake up alone I don't even know if you exist, oh no But when I see you in my dreams You're real enough for me I'm in love with an imaginary girl She don't even exist but she's my whole world And every night when I'm lying in bed I hope that she'll visit me in my head In my dreams, my imaginary girl I can't believe that I love someone inside my head It's like I'm six years old with an imaginary friend But she's gotta be out there Can't stop thinking about you And you're always on my mind And I'm not gonna lie I wanna dream of you when I die I can't take this anymore I'm sick of seeing you only in my dreams If I've thought of you before Then you must be somewhere waiting for me You just gotta exist
4.
I wake up every morning and it's the same Same old game, every day And in a perfect world that day would be fine But of course, perfect worlds are a lie It's a fight between me and the world And I always walk home the loser I always take the wrong path And I always finish in last I turn everyone I meet Against me, but now I see You gotta live with yourself No matter what anyone else says I gotta live with me I gotta be who I'll be Cause at the end of the day No one else will be there but me People come and people go All except for one You're always gonna be there with yourself No matter how far you run You can't be anyone else So you might as well get along with yourself
5.
Stay Away 03:51
She was the only one for me I couldn't see myself with anyone but her But then she walked away and I didn't know what to say I couldn't make it a day longer But eventually I moved on Because I see that what's gone is gone Stay away from the ones that hurt you Even if they try to take you back Just keep on moving forward Stay strong and avoid the cracks Stay away from the ones that hurt you Even if they mean well If second, third chances fail them Well they can just go to hell You can say goodbye to them You just met someone new And you think that no one else could be more perfect for you But if she walks away let me tell you There's plenty of other girls that wouldn't Betray you if it cost them the world Cause if there's someone that gets by you by cheating and lying Well you don't owe them anything Stay away don't into that again You have no idea what they're hiding They had their chance and they threw it away Now take my advice and stay away
6.
When I was in second grade my knee was impaled On a three-ring binder ring, I was sent to emergency But that pain is nothing compared to sitting next to babies on airplanes When I was in seventh grade my girlfriend dumped me on a Friday I admit to crying but not as much as babies on airplanes Babies on airplanes they never fail to make you go insane Babies on airplanes they never shut up Babies on airplanes they make me want to tear out my brain Oh, I can't wait until this flight is done I don't understand why people take their kids And then put them on a plane and ignore them the whole way In fact I don't understand why people have kids at all
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I've known you forever but it's like someone threw a switch I've known you forever but now when I see you I start to itch inside I feel uncomfortable in my own skin I wanna just out of it and tell you everything that's been swimming through my head I thought maybe we could go get coffee or maybe dinner and a movie and I thought I could stare at you without looking stupid I think a lot of things and I hope they're all true But one thing that I know is that I wanna be with you I like how you can make a joke that's not about sex or celebrities And I'd say something back but I'm busy staring at my feet because There are just so many things that are going through my brain And seeing you looking at me is enough to make me go insane I thought all those times you said you loved me you didn't mean to be platonic and I think every time I see you I fall in love again and go catatonic and I think a lot of things and I hope they're all true But one thing that I know is that I wanna be with you We talk and we laugh and we share high five Your hand on mine is the one thing that reminds me I'm alive Now I don't know what to do Except tell you everything I've been meaning to say to you Oh I thought maybe we could buy a comedy and let it play while we make out instead I think you might have found that weird so just forget that I said that I've told you everything and I'm feeling insecure Now that you know my thoughts tell me what are yours You just want to be friends now I expected that but it's hard to hear But even though I didn't get what I want at least I'm free of my fear Anyways you're a great friend so I don't mind at all But if you change your mind just give me a call Give me a call
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Tie a leash around my neck, lead me along just like the rest You treat me like a dog while I treat you like a god Throw a ball tell me to fetch, care about me less and less I ask you questions but you'll never say it all Say it all Leave me hanging up to dry You keep on saying just give it time But then time passes and then you lose interest And it all just goes to hell Leave me hanging day and night Day and night Gonna take a walk out to the bay, I don't wanna be there just wanna be away from My catastrophic life I can never seen to comprehend that all good things come to an end Things mature over time Mature over time I thought you were the one But now that you're gone I can't see straight but at least I see That you were the only hope for me Leave me hanging up to dry You keep on saying just give it time I never wanted this to end So please come back and leave me hanging again
9.
I have never thought why I think you would be caught if I heard you talking when you thought I wasn't around I would never consider you thinking I was better than Anybody that you've ever talked about Confirm my suspicions, you don't need my permission to Go away and never say you care about me again And now I am listening for anything hinting that All those things you told me were lies from the beginning We've gone through life together since before I can remember But who's to say that you don't wanna get away I know times can change and I know people Others have walked away so I'm just waiting for you to If no one else loves me then why do you say that you do It's getting harder for me to believe that you're telling the truth And when I look into your eyes I see nothing of what I feel when I'm next to you
10.
Dream 03:25
Hanging up the posters on my wall Give them an unblinking stare of awe Put a concert tape in my TV In my mind I replace the band members with me Try as I might to get in sight I've come to realize it's all just a silly dream In two decades I'll realize my life has gone down the drain But until that day I'll keep on following my dream Anything can happen if you're confident But that doesn't mean it'll be what you want I'm not saying you'll get nowhere in life But if nothing works out don't be surprised Why am I following my dream
11.
I can't believe what's gotten into me Technology, is it a friend or an enemy Cooped up in my basement hitting refresh every tenth second All this time on the internet, my last five years haven't been well spent And when I go away I can't help but say This place better have wi-fi I'm an internetaholic on the fly Got an attraction for the social connection Between me and everyone else online You look at it one way the internet's an opportunity Post your work one day and you could become famous right away But in 1,826 days I haven't accomplished anything And even if I got that special call I'd be too busy to hear the telephone ring And if it doesn't have wi-fi I would have to be a regular guy I'd shake some hands and say hello If I wasn't always checking for a signal
12.
Hold Me Back 04:04
Every time I take a breath there's one less till my death And I don't wanna waste one more breath, one more day I've been stuck like this all my life But now it's time to take what's mine I'm done trying to please I'm gonna live for me oh-oh I've been stuck with this disease of never being free but now Like 1, 2, 3, say goodbye to me oh-oh Next time you see me I'm in a magazine, what now You can't hold me back When I say seize the day it means leaving them Because they suck up life, every breath of mine I've been stuck but now I'm gonna somehow Start over again, then we'll see who wins I'm done, I'm done I'm through with your corporation of lies and taking lives So now it's time for me to say goodbye I'm done trying to please I'm gonna live for me I've been stuck with this disease of never being free Like - like - say goodbye Let's make this understood, I'm leaving for good You can't hold me back
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released April 25, 2012

Lyrics and music by Gus Rachels
Vocals by Gus Rachels
All instruments played by Gus Rachels (except for piano on "The Last Minutes," played by Ellen Hardcastle)
Sound editing and mixing by Gus Rachels

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Gus Rachels Chicago, Illinois

Gus Rachels has been a songwriter at heart from a very young age. Recording in his bedroom and annoying his roommates, he is a true DIY musician, managing every step of the process from recording, to mixing, to writing his own artist bio.

His influences come from classic and alternative rock to pop-punk, as well as satirical and comedic music.
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