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Isolation Generator

by Gus Rachels

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1.
I didn't sleep too well Two hours under my belt The weekend went to hell And I don't wanna talk about it But time keeps rushing on and I cannot stop it Put my memories inside my pocket Gotta seize the day or at least make contact Cause there's no jumping forward, there's no turning back Good morning Monday I'm gonna kick your ass into the ground Till everyone knows my name I'm making plans and I'm making sound Nothing can stand in my way Because I'm done thinking about the past Good morning Monday I'm gonna kick your ass So here I am This week's got nothing on me I'm gonna take a stand And then everybody will see that I am In control of everything around me Taking it day by day and you know I'm winning My mind is racing and my heart is pounding Oh, I can't help but dance, I can't help but sing Good morning Monday I'm gonna kick your ass into the ground And there's no ifs or maybes I know exactly what I'm about I gotta good feeling And I know it's gonna last Good morning Monday I'm gonna kick your ass
2.
You're taking me for a ride Through your crazy life And I know what you think about Your transparency poisons my mind Your heart's right on your sleeve That's okay cause so is mine We bleed onto the floor and we Don't know how to mop it up this time And you promised me we'd improve But after eight more months of heartbreak I don't know what to do But I'll say it again, I love you Even though it's so hard to do Every time my hope is gone You manage to pull yourself up But then every time we have the chance to Take a step forward you fall down The more that we can gain Just causes us more pain And the more we have to win The more it hurts when we lose So fill up my head with your lies I promise I'll believe them all My loyalty never dies My love will never fall And you promised me baby oh yeah But now I'm stuck waiting for next fucking year But I'll say it 107 times I'll love you 'til I die
3.
I try not to speak to you in code But you sense my dismal undertone And the floodgates open all too fast And out spill the words that would be our last and I blew it all on a whim Now I'll never see you again And I know it was right, but tonight I feel oh so alone I know I'm on the right path I know you have better plans I know I'm the one that tore up apart So why do I have a broken heart? Everything is duller now All the joys I feel are on mute somehow And I still have things to smile about But what's the point when I'm just smiling to myself? And I say it hurts so bad Cause you're in my mind but not in my life And how is it possible My life feels full of you and empty of you at the same time And nothing worked out as I thought We're so much worse off than before the start I'm sick of breaking hearts, I'm sick of telling lies And I know that this was right but my heart defies I know I'm on the right path I know you have better plans I know I'm where I'm supposed to be So why am I crying myself to sleep? So why do I not know where to start? So why do I, so why do I So why do I have a broken heart?
4.
July 8, 2014 03:32
I wrote you off just like the other ones Before I knew you were much more than that I spoke of you just as a story But I didn't know you weren't just in my past And I'm never gonna be the one to call you mine I wish that I had known that before Cause now I'm all alone and you're on my mind And I don't know If I can take much more I could walk for miles in every direction And never find a one like you I could try for years to find a connection But with you I'm one, without I'm split in two How am I supposed to get you off of my mind Could you tell me that before you go How am I supposed to tell you that I am fine Cause when I see your face, my heart hits another low
5.
You broke my heart, you spat it out You tore it apart, threw it on the ground For all these years you fooled around Then you disappeared without a sound Now you show up again, telling me I'm your friend Telling me that the end of us wasn't the end Saying there's a chance, saying that I ought To forgive you, to give you a shot Gimme gimme all the reasons you think I should come back Gimme gimme all the reasons one by one Gimme gimme all the reasons until I'm sick of hearing of you And I'll turn around and walk away when you're done You gave me hell if you couldn't tell From the notes I wrote and the tears that fell Now you think that you're mine, after all this time That you're the only one on my mind Well I got some bad news, I've moved on from you Just as people do, just as you should too Because there's no way I'm ever gonna say That you're the one I'm thinking of today Gimme gimme all the reasons you think I should come back Gimme gimme all the reasons one by one Gimme gimme all the reasons until I remind you we're through And I'll turn around and walk away when you're done And you don't have control anymore Now I'm the one that's walking out the door And you can't say what I can or can't do Cause finally I got rid of you
6.
Dream Girl 02:57
Everyone has the girl of their dreams Although a lot of times they're not like what they seem And everyone hopes that they'll find the one But enough failed attempts and they'll be done But I'm not like the rest, yeah this I know Cause to find my dream girl I know where I have to go You know it's you and you didn't even try So now I'll give you all the reasons why You're my dream girl Because you make no fucking sense And when I talk about you no one listens You're my dream girl Cause I was only with you one night And when I wake up after you, nothing seems right Nothing seems right I thought you meant something to me but you really don't And I hope that you'll come back but I know you won't Memories are fading fast of what we did But I know you made me do some stupid shit I never asked for you, never thought I'd have sex with you Both those things just happened to me Every time I try to take control of the situation You disappear and darkness is all I see Darkness is all I see Oh, you're my dream girl But I wish I never slept
7.
The New Part 03:41
Thought this was forever for a moment or two I thought you were the one for me but we never saw it through I thought you'd always be by my side when I never was my yours And now we're both each taking a ride on our separate life tours And now I'm falling apart And I don't know where to start Hey, welcome to the new part Hey, welcome to the first time in the dark Hey, welcome to a new life Hey, oh maybe I can see this right Ten short weeks and then one more was all that we had But that feels like a lifetime shoved in a garbage bag I didn't know how wrong I was but I never was sure The lies they filled up to my eyes and the truth it went ignored And now you're going away And all I have to say Hey, welcome to the new part Hey, welcome to the first time in the dark Hey, welcome to being all alone Hey, maybe one day I'll find a home I never wanted this to happen at all I took too many chances and it made me fall
8.
It started out as a joke Though was it really ever that inside my heart It almost never awoke How many times did I nearly quit before the start Saw people come and go But eventually the good ones started to stay And now I'll always know What it's like to try your best and fail And everybody wrote us off But they might have spoken just a little bit too soon We're strong and we're tough, oh And we almost made it this time To the chance to almost win And we never crossed the line But maybe that's a good thing To think that I would have known That you would be the one that's in my eyes It's not a stretch to guess But I didn't think it till I realized That it's far too late To go back to where my mind was when we met And now I'm fighting myself Trying to remember, trying to forget And now I'm stuck between two rocks They're pulling me apart but I know that they're both pulling me down I gotta let myself free And I almost made it this time To almost creating a new mess And I never spoke my mind But maybe that's for the best
9.
You and I 04:06
Life has a funny way of working out Just when I thought I had nothing to smile about And angel was sent to me and it was sent in the form of you baby Now I have nothing left to figure out All of my questions and answers lead to you You're so damn beautiful I can't believe it's true That no one's calling you theirs but here we are And the only thing I care about is Being with you and see what we can do You and I are meant to last Yeah you treat me right and I don't have to ask You and I together, it all happened so fast You and I are on a roll Yeah I know what I want, yeah I just wanna grow old With you by my side now my life can unfold I have something else I must confess If you promise that you won't think of me less I've thought about you for far too long And I know I'm crazy and I know this sounds wrong but This was my goal all along You and I are so in tune And I can't help but smile when I think of you And I can't believe that you think the same of me You and I can become one And I'm stare in your eyes under the setting sun And know there is nowhere that I would rather be I know I'll never throw you away There's nothing now that can stand in our way
10.
I fucked up again, big surprise Here's the end of the next story I'll write And they all begin the same I know But when it's all said and done I'm alone I'm an isolation generator, oh yeah And I'm running on a yearly cycle of pain and agony And I miss her but I hate her, oh yeah Same for the ones before and after it's the same old story I don't know what my problem is Don't know why I can't make anything last I either care too much or I care too less And either one's gonna bite me in the ass I'm an isolation generator, oh yeah And I've got a great talent of fucking up every time If love's a game and I'm a player, oh yeah Then I've got a losing streak that's lasted my whole life And when it's all said and done I'm alone No one left to tell me that I was the one meant for them And you don't have to tell me because I know That after the next one I'm gonna isolate myself again I'm an isolation generator, oh yeah And it's easier to tell you the mistakes I haven't made And there's so many others out there, oh yeah So many more opportunities to drive someone else away
11.
Out of/Into 03:12
Never before did I think that I would lay my eyes on someone like You and now I can't stop remembering the first time that we ever met and I Keep writing Your name over and over again inside my notebook while I'm in class And I'm lost In your eyes every chance that I get and now this feeling's growing fast Oh no now I've long since lost my chance to let you go And I just can't help wanting to know When will you Get, get, get, get, get, get out of my head, and Get, get, get, get, get, get into my bed I want you where it matters so get underneath the covers baby Get, get, get, get, get, get out of my head And into my bed It's always frustrating when I picture all these scenes inside my mind And I can't Dismantle the fictionality of my daydreams but every time I try to Find my way around the inconvenience of the world's reality So I'm stuck Trying to get over the fact that there's no such thing as you and me I know that What I'm about to say will never happen I couldn't ask without you laughing But I want you to Get, get, get, get, get, get out of my head, and Get, get, get, get, get, get into my bed I want you where it matters so get underneath the covers with me Get, get, get, get, get, get out of my head And into my bed And it's hopeless cause I'll never say any of these words to you And I know this cause I wanna spend tonight and every night with you But you're right, I'm out of my mind If I think that we'll touch any more than our sight I know that I'm wrong, I've waited too long To make any more from you than this song So I'll just sing
12.
We thought that we were all alone We sent out a call and nobody answered the phone We thought that we were doomed to kill ourselves We didn't know that it would be by anyone else But here they come, one by one In their giant ships blocking out the sun We raised a flag, now it's in flames They don't have time for our stupid games Get your gun and get your rope Grab your hon cause they're taking the globe Screw the peace and run away Because they're not showing any mercy I haven't gotten a good look at one But I've seen the destruction that they've caused And there's no time to check on my family and friends A moment's hesitation and I'll join them in the end And no one is safe tonight Because they're burning everything in sight And this ain't our home anymore Because we know who's gonna win the war The human race is coming to an end Even if we survive, we won't be living Cause this planet's overrun By the unknown, by the alien
13.
I have always said I should look ahead For I haven't seen yet A day I'll never forget But it's hard to see ahead When everything in my past is dead And what can I base my dreams on when all I have is lost How can I move on Then you say to me I make you happy I didn't think that I could Change anything about who I was Put one muffin in the oven It sure as hell is gonna burn You gotta spread your love and spread your mind So you can stay alive Take me on a ride into the night Tell me everything's gonna be alright Make me thankful for every mistake I've made Cause they all led me here

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released July 4, 2015

Lyrics and music by Gus Rachels
All instruments played by Gus Rachels
Sound mixing and producing by Gus Rachels
Album art by Gus Rachels
Muffins baked by Gus Rachels

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Gus Rachels Chicago, Illinois

Gus Rachels has been a songwriter at heart from a very young age. Recording in his bedroom and annoying his roommates, he is a true DIY musician, managing every step of the process from recording, to mixing, to writing his own artist bio.

His influences come from classic and alternative rock to pop-punk, as well as satirical and comedic music.
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